Thursday, March 5, 2009

Ugh.

I haven't had anything to say for a while...

And then my computer died and I didn't have a choice...

I got a new one. Tomorrow I should be getting the bulk of my inheritance. Tonight I'm not feeling so hot.

It's a lot of things. I actually had a really good day, and tomorrow looks to be really good as well.

But, well...

It's just that...

I'm so damned lonely. It's the worst feeling in the world. And it's not easy to fix. You can't just 'go out' 'go to where people are' 'or visit family' to feel better. At least I can't. I've got a certain kind of lonely that only a certain kind of someone can cure.

Well, sucks for me. I knew there was a reason I really like that song "Hate My Life" by Theory of Deadman.

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