Tuesday, October 18, 2005

So tired

"Stephanie, I love you."

Seems so easy.  That's what I want to say.  But I'm afraid of what it might bring about. 

Look at it from another perspective (possible one she might have):  this is just one last desperate attempt to swing her my way. 

It's not.  I've never really tried to sway her in any way.  I'm afraid if I did that I would only push her away.  I'm afraid of doing that.  I don't want to lose what I've got. 

But you can't gain anything if you don't risk, right? 

It would be the most selfish thing I've done.  If I decide to tell her, I might just tell her that too.

1 comment:

oneluckycharm365 said...

If you're gonna go..............go all out, right?