Work really sucks right now. I'm completely exhausted and frustrated. I can handle overtime in a five day week, but I need my two days off or I start to lose my sanity. Part of it is that I've got to be a completely different person than who I really am for most of the day when I'm dealing with customers. I can't let my frustration, aggravation, annoyance, or any other negative emotion show. I've got to keep it bottled up. At least one of my supervisors thinks that's no excuse for being angry when I'm thrust into a no win situation created by someone else.
I'm sure I'll be hearing about it tomorrow after I get, if I'm lucky, six hours of sleep. I've just got to remind myself that management has thinner skin than prickly customers, that speaking loudly is now yelling, that being angry is a sign of disrespect, and that balking when someone tells me to do something that will make a bad situation worse means that I'm treating them like they're a piece of shit.
Honestly, I'm just confused.
Can't gather any moss...
54 minutes ago