Saturday, June 6, 2009

Angry

Fuck you ex-girlfriend who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, who I thought would make a good mother to my children.

Fuck you all my 'friends' who think you are so superior with your barely tolerable marriages.

Fuck you all you people who are willing to settle for less than you deserve.

I won't do it. I can't do it. I can't accept anything less than what I deserve. So fuck you assholes.

6 comments:

rusty said...

well... fuck you too buddy. ;p Hopefully you are doing better today.

Ave said...

Barely tolerable marriages. Interesting turn of phrase. What makes them barely tolerable, and are they barely tolerable to you or to them?

Is someone trying to convince you to settle for less or what?

Sarcastic Bastard said...

Ave, I was sitting around with a group of fiends who were all talking about what a great thing marriage is and how 'everyone' should look forward to it. They're all young, or were married young. Nothing wrong with that, except two out of three damned near got divorced recently. They only stayed with their spouses 'for the children.' Any time I've seen people stay with a spouse 'for the children' the result has been their own misery and their children moving on to miserable marriages of their own. It makes me sick, frankly. Working out problems, even hard probems, is one thing. Staying with someone who continues to fuck you over in the same way time and again is just stupid.

Rusty...well...your place or mine? And would your prefer ropes, or spreader bars? ;) In all seriousness, none of this was directed at you, and I hope you didn't think it was.

rusty said...

You know I didn't think it was directed to me. I was joking with you. I really do hope you are doing better than you were that night.

Ave said...

I hate it when people say that. Like their kids are going to be better off watching their parents go through misery. When my mom left my dad, I rooted for both of them. They're both tons happier now, and I'm really happy for them.

I think everyone is going to go through phases in their marriage where they REALLY want a divorce. Hell, I have. At least a couple of times. I guess we all just have our breaking points. But, you know, even with all those feelings, I like being able to say I'm still happily married after ten years with the same guy. Wow, amazing . . . ten years, same guy . . . I'm only twenty-five. Holy shit. That sounds freakish when I write it out like that. lol

I don't believe marriage is for everyone, to be frank. I hate when people hate on marriage like it's the apocalypse or something, but I don't mind if people hate on marriage for THEM. Meh.

Sarcastic Bastard said...

I've made my own sarcastic comments about marriage over the years, and I'm sure I'll continue too. I agree, it's not for everyone.

I thought for a long time I wasn't one of those people, but the more I've thought on it the more I think it is something I really want.

But I'll wait until I know it's the right time, with the right person. That may mean it never happens, but I'd rather not do something at all than do it for the wrong reasons.

Congrats on your ten years. I really mean that. I hope I can one day find someone who I can spend ten years, and many many more with in happiness.