Friday, December 19, 2008

What To Do

I'm not sure what to do right now. I've been better.

There have been too many damned hurts lately. By lately, I mean in the last sixth months. I had to give up on some things that I never wanted to give up on. I've been treated with absolute contempt by a person who I gave the benefit of the doubt. And I was disappointed by a number of friends on this, the week of my birthday.

A part of me wishes I had it in me to give up, but for some damned reason I still believe that happiness, lasting happiness, is a goal I can attain.

I'll keep trying. One day I'll be able to look back and see more happy memories than painful ones.

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